My child hood friend

Days without you are never easy

U think that I am busy

Yes I am but in the back of my mind 

U are there

How can i miss you 

I always wanted to kiss you 

But dreams you have 

Dreams I have 

They play important part in our life

Something you want to be 

Something I wanted to be 

Which has created a something  in us

I want to be a child who has no worry

Who loves everybody plays with everyone 

I wanted you to be a child 

When two childs meet 

They form an unconditional team 

They play with each other 

Without judging 

They trust they wait they play 

That's why they are childhood friend

The arrow in my Heart

Do you really think I don't love you it hurts me

More than others when I fight when I am sad when I see I am not able to fulfil my duty towards you . I feel guilty that I am not able to provide  you the things you  need . I am all immature in treating you well you say but what can I say that everything I do goes wrong when the words you say Pearce my heart . 

Trader of love

I am here for you

Waiting for the words 

Words of love from your Lips

 I am tired of this journey alone

I met many travellers in my journey

Most of them were rich traders 

Who I wanted to trade with my heart

They were rich traders of wealth 

I was a Rich man of love

But they keep on moving with me 

Exploiting my resources

When I met you I saw

I saw you promised me 

The bond of words 

engraved in my heart

Which can't be rubbed off

I became a child of love in your hands

My whole world was within your smile 

This place I call a desert

Again got rich with compassion 

O my dear trader of love make me

Make me a rich merchant again 

My bags full of love and joy

My bags full of compassion

O my rich merchant of love 

Come to me and live with me again 

I am all lost in this vast desert of traders 

Who only mean business

I feel like I am lost among them . 

Life as u live

What should I say when I want to achieve much more my expectations from myself rose to a level I have ever imagined . But a constant work and practice and practice will lead me to my job well done . Patience and patience is what I need my anger will spoil me and will definitely leave me alone . I got a family which needs me every much they are damaged very damaged an I have to mend the tears in their eyes but I have to control my behaviour so be smart be addictive for a man refuel behaviour be Human be life. 

Where are you going ?

 If Are you hungry ? That's the question I see for myself every moment these days I am doing nothing I have long office hours doing one thing that's nothing and my mind is detoxifying the things I should not  do and toxofyomg with boredome. One thing I have gained is that I come to know of in future I have no work I am dealing with this situation I have to keep mysel engage in best possible way because empty mind is the most troubled  bridge u are travelling on. If you drink u end up with fat belly and all of the ideas u can think of would be fruitless u can see. People around you will be amazingly working when you see you are doing nothing other wise we never have any values for others work and what about respecting them . That's what I see and perceive . There is no boredome in life it's about a part of your life where you are not doing something or anything that interest you or you do it with your heart and attention you do it because you just do t and you simple pass your time . That's what I did for past 20 ads I watched movies read books slept in afternoons had my meals roamed around  but in the end what I did I gained nothing. In all this process and my activities my self discipline was lacking totally and completely . If I am not focussed much so what I am generally doing I am not improving I don't say u keep on stressing  yourself after all it's your own life but what I see is  you are what you think you want and my friend more than you people always judge you whether you can be socially accepted in their lies if you want to you start working and make your presence felt or otherwise the other part of the story is do what you want to do but for that sometimes you have to be hungry and homeless a time will come when the people who are dependent onto you need youost and want something from you try expect from you  about the security you promise to provide them what will you do at that time and that moment ? Do you have answer neither I do have . That's the truth you cannot follow or preach your religion  if you are hungry if you have no food . So have a plan have a back up . I heard that this time this  is soft generation who does not have any heart to face the realities it s a Facebook socialising culture we are living in . This is soft generation this  is android generation where you are you are customising your life every time and not sticking to the basic needs you want to boot up your life very quickly with high speed ram you want a very high definition life not realising ou are the only one who is troubling your self . Come out of they're you have inside you stop behavin like a computer program feel the air instead of taking pictures of food eat it what the use of the picture of sea with sunset go into the water and feel the waves while you see sunset . Stop living in illusion of development don't let new way of living dictate your life . 

The messed up time

 I am not happy the way I wanted my life to be I am at a point where I am in a very difficult position to  adjust with life I was thinking life would be easy but you always loose battle when the opponent is your own dear and you really don't know what to do. I feel weak and dejected but I try not to lose hope and pray for the things to be happy and satisfying for everybody. I I don't know why everybody is on rush to earn living why they can't be satisfied what they have what couples have arguments even they know both are different and they have nothing in common with each other . I have issues and I know it can be solved if we wish to but I can't compromise everything is said sometimes it is job sometimes it is woman issues  the equality damn what is my mistake if it was shown to us since childhood the differences but if things are wrong we can change .They should not be against us but against our perception and they can change our thinking and make us understand slowely and with love and compassion instead of accusing us for everything like we are responsible of each and everything from past many years this was accepted and was working like this and not only we men were accepting it but women around us were also accepting it . They accus us about inequity our mothers since childhood Says our school teachers says are your girl that you always cry now where is our mistake it was taught to us like that but now if somebody uploads a video indicating this and they are making awareness about the fact to rise against domestic violence and even boys have a soft heart and not only girls cry but reaction towards men what's their mistake . Not every man or woman are same they are different in their behaviour so why does they are only accused why they are alway targeted that  all men are  the same . Yes this is Aman dominated world but that not the case yes everything changed even women was having same status like men it is evident from the story of Mahabharata every man was addressed by his mother name women are always kept above all but I don't know where the gap happened  thyat erased the social status of women and today women are fighting for their existence causing much trouble in our life.